Not much going on here. I was supposed to move yesterday but, of course, it was raining. It’s kind of hard to move a nice couch when you don’t want to get it wet! HA! It’s nice hanging out with my niece and nephew (he’s only two months old…so it’s not really hanging out). I really wish I was back home. I don’t know why. I don’t think it’s homesickness or missing my friends (even though I really miss everyone), but I think the unknown is just overwhelming. I think the unknowns scare us more than anything. We’re not afraid when everything is laid out before us, although it seldom is. Sitting here in the company of my brother, sister-in-law, and mother make me realize that family can really make everything seem okay. I am so glad I’m going to be living with my brother, even though I don’t really know him. It’s just the idea of having someone to turn to when I’m having a problem and knowing that he will love me no matter what happens.
I have my “meet and greet” tomorrow. I don’t know if I’m excited or scared out of my mind. I guess it’s the idea that everything is changing that scares me. I wish I could go back to Tucson and work my dead end job at Blockbuster, but I know once I come home I will realize that I have made a horrible mistake. I’m freaked out about finding a job. All the Blockbusters down here are closing. Well, not all but a lot. I’m going to apply at some banks and some small, hole-in-the-wall restaurants. It would also to work at a hoity-toity hotel in DT-Atlanta. Who knows. Yeah. I’m kind of just rambling now.
Wow. Reading back over this post, it seems very haphazard. I’m sorry :)
Don’t forget that cooking is a good way to break the ice! Everyone loves someone that can cook their ass off! Today’s recipe is a good one. I’ve actually mastered this one!
Sautéed Chicken Breasts in a Tarragon Cream Sauce
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Nick B.
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